why the f cant i study!? seriously la. i dont understand how i can slack like mad everyday. i just walk around, stare here and there, and then the damn time just pass so fast.
i just cant bring myself to sit down. i totally feel that i lack self discipline. dammit la, maybe i should just do badly and then regret, and then i can get a wake up call. arghhhhhhhhhhhh. life seriously sucks?! ZZZ.
(if you think that i'm just feeling stressed out, no, you're wrong. cause i'm not even putting in that bit of hard work into studying. so why would i even feel stressed when i'm slacking time away?)