I've never thought such things would ever happen to me. I know I can never just walk off doing nothing.
Both are very a good friend of mine. I reflect back and thought that I shouldn't have done that in the first place. IF I didn't do that, things would not have come to this. Why the hell would it ever come to my mind? It has caused the problem to get bigger. Nothing can turn back time. I really sorry to cause such things to happen.
God, please. I have never felt so bad in my heart ever.